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An Apology for the Ages

     I have a lot to say about what happened between me and my best friend. She hurt me, and I'm mad at her , but she's not mad at me. And I can never fully forgive her until I get to talk about everything she said that cut so insanely deep. I'm glad she's working on herself, I was getting better before, and it feels good. I told my parents about all my mental struggles, and I'm in therapy now, and it's helped a lot, but then she said those things... in that text... and I'm going backward. I'm starting to feel bad again. So please. If you read this. Can we talk soon? I want you to become your best self, truly, but I need that for me too. And I can't go back to where I was. I can't. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

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      Sup dogs! Merry Christmas to YOU. Well, don't get on to me about it, but technically, it's the day after Christmas. 😬 (don't tell anyone k?)     So I truly hope you all had a wonderful time and got what you'd been wanting. Maybe for some it was eyeliner, or for others it might have been a record player or a new phone. Well, for me it was the record player.      As usual as of late, I don't have anything to talk about, so I guess this is just a merry Christmas for now. I promise I am working on something for my book. It includes the book. Spoiler alert!     Good night guys! :))))     If you don't know who that human is, have no worries. You're about to. ;]     God Bless, and byii     -Leona

Sorry!

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      So I am truly sorry it's been so long. But honestly I wouldn't be surprised if I'm just writing to myself at this point lol. Which is fine. Maybe it's what I need. :)     I don't have a specific thing to write about so I'm assuming this is going to be a really short one.      I only have one message.     Paisley. If you are reading this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry we haven't talked as much lately and I've been so distant and you've thought I've been mad at you. Honestly, I've been acting like I'm mad at you, I'm not, but part of me is angry and wants to, I don't know, take it out on someone. And I'm just so close to you that that's where my emotions targeted. I am sorry though. I didn't mean for that to happen. I miss you.     -Mackenzie

Fireworks & Rollerblades

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      So I bet you're all very confused on what in the world this post could be about. Let me apologize first. Guys, I'm sorry it's been so long since I last posted. I've been so busy and ultimately had too much going on to remember. But here I am!     To make it up to my best friend who's been nagging me, I named this post after her favorite music artist's only album. His name is Benson Boone and his album is called Fireworks & Rollerblades so you might as well go listen to it. It's actually not that bad. But yeah.     A few weeks ago my besties Paisley and Della and their little sister Cypress came over to my house for two weeks. It was fun at first but some advice, two weeks is tooooo long. And we were all so sick of each other in the end and feelings were hurt so for the sake of our friendship, we are never doing that again .     All that aside we had a great time and were completely insane for, well, two weeks straight. I'll give you...